Sunday, January 26, 2003

hmmm, beautiful morning. great mood. hmmm last night went breaking. it was a nice session, just that i forgot to stretch. den after a while, my arms went like weak, couldnt lock it when i exerted lots of weight on it. hmmm, i felt improvement again, though not much. i'll like to thank ben and larry for their pep talks and other stuff.

had a hugh quarrel with her a few days ago, i ended up crying, eyes puffy and other stuff like that. she cried too, but i think i'm glad i cried. it gave lots of courage to tell her all the things bottled up inside me for a damn long time, now i feel we are up on another level of our relationship. got this feeling inside me that wants her as my wife for the rest of my life. rilly hope she will be the one.

later got work. cant wait for chinese new year to come. money is going to start rolling into my pockets once it starts. from the ang pow to the working pay, woo hoo. i'm going to be a walking atm, haha, just kidding, don try your cards on me ar. think later gonna buy three quarters for the new year. have been wanting the type of army print cargo pants for a long time, but cant seem to find something that i like. she said far east got, gonna check it out later. work at orchard anyway. wish i can see her later.

thanxs ben, i read yur blog. love yur humane character in this cold world, brightens up everyone else mood. u have a lucky girlfren, haha.
logging off, gonna prepare for work liao. breaking rules. over and out.

just thankful to be alive - bert.
gilbert at 5:17 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}